And so, in a haze, I throw myself, seething and sky clad, into the deepest rituals. A heart full of devotion to those who come forward when I call. My only reprieve from the deep loneliness my human form so often experiences, but a total reprieve it is.
Deeply I dove into my practice.So much so I was wondering is all those hits of LSD had finally caught up to me.I was really losing it, I probably (definitely) appeared crazy to those on the outside, but I HAD to get lost in order to find myself (oh heyyy, now there a reoccurring theme for my whole life thus far!).I spent hours and hours in deep journey.I finally found my place on the Holy Mound and that’s where I saw her.